| Heidi Flores added a photo in Victor Valley Weight Loss Support Group . Heidi Flores May 24 at 7:44pm I want to share a secret with you all !!! I am a LOSER. Ive fought and battled my entire life with SHAME, doubt, guilt, self hate, low esteem. I've sold myself short more times than I can count. I've given up and counted my losses before I even arrived at the battle field. I have doubted my self worth and even questioned my reason for existance. I've been in abusive relationships and dangerous situations... unwilling to remove myself because I thought that is what I deserved. I.AM.A.LOSER. Then one day... I woke up and decided...what if?? What if just this once I took a chance. What if...just one time, I put myself first. What if... I actually PRACTICED at not giving up. This road was not easy. In fact it damn near killed me. I have stumbled, BLED, cried, doubted my decisions and second guessed why the HELL I started in the first place. And I tell you something, Im NO super hero. I am scared, I hurt, I have feelings and worries and most of all I am stubborn... to a fault. I was my own worst enemy EVERY DAMN DAY. And you know what... that's OK. Ive learned that in order to achieve something Ive always wanted, I had to be willing to do something Ive never done. So here I sit... on this bench of LOSERS. Keeping it warm and making sure all others who stumble down this battlefield know they are NOT alone. I've fought the same battle, I bear the same scars... and I survived...and Im sitting right here cheering you on- keeping your seat warm. I hope every one of you realizes you are NOT ALONE. You have more strength and courage that you will ever know, and you have your biggest fan here waiting for you ... now get UP and put one foot in front of the other!!! Like Comment | | | | | | | | | | Heidi Flores added a photo in Victor Valley Weight Loss Support Group. | | |  | | | | | I want to share a secret with you all !!! I am a LOSER.
Ive fought and battled my entire life with SHAME, doubt, guilt, self hate, low esteem. I've sold myself short more times than I can count.
I've given up and counted my losses before I even arrived at the battle field. I have doubted my self worth and even questioned my reason for existance. I've been in abusive relationships and dangerous situations... unwilling to remove myself because I thought that is what I deserved. I.AM.A.LOSER.
Then one day... I woke up and decided...what if?? What if just this once I took a chance. What if...just one time, I put myself first. What if... I actually PRACTICED at not giving up.
This road was not easy. In fact it damn near killed me. I have stumbled, BLED, cried, doubted my decisions and second guessed why the HELL I started in the first place.
And I tell you something, Im NO super hero. I am scared, I hurt, I have feelings and worries and most of all I am stubborn... to a fault. I was my own worst enemy EVERY DAMN DAY. And you know what... that's OK. Ive learned that in order to achieve something Ive always wanted, I had to be willing to do something Ive never done.
So here I sit... on this bench of LOSERS. Keeping it warm and making sure all others who stumble down this battlefield know they are NOT alone.
I've fought the same battle, I bear the same scars... and I survived...and Im sitting right here cheering you on- keeping your seat warm. I hope every one of you realizes you are NOT ALONE. You have more strength and courage that you will ever know, and you have your biggest fan here waiting for you ... now get UP and put one foot in front of the other!!! | |
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